Maybe the cool thing to do now would be to write an entry in my long neglected Livejournal.
I'm not going to say that nothing has really happened to me since my last entry, it's been quite the opposite really. A lot of things have happened. I'm no longer engaged, I moved back home, and my dad lost his job, and the JCPenney I was transferring to decided to terminate me (wtf)--not like it matters, because my old store hired me back in a heartbeat.
But on the brighter side, I decided to go visit Ohio and see Josh, who was there for me through all the bullshit I put up with over the past three months. He listened to me cry and made me feel better, and didn't tell me to shut up when I would go on a rant about my situation. Also, I saw my cousin, Amanda, and visited my grandparents (who were very surprised to see me), and saw Jackie (another person surprised to see me), and ate at Olive Garden with Abbey (who let me become a Crip!). I had a lot of fun in Ohio. I ate a lot of puppy chow and played lots of Silent Hill Homecoming, which Josh and I beat in three days. Great game, way too short, but fun all the same.
But some things have changed since I've come back, and I don't really know how to describe how I'm feeling, nor do I want to spend the time explaining things. I always feel like I'm whining when I write about them. If you want to know how I'm feeling, I'll give you a summary: I feel anxious. Confused. Happy. Depressed. And tired.
On a lighter note, I got really freaking drunk on Halloween and I don't remember my night very well, but from what I've heard from my friends I was with, it sounded like I had a lot of fun. Also had a Wii party last Friday, where, again, I got drunk. No, this is not a pattern, my drunkeness was somewhat planned on Halloween, I didn't know I was going to get drunk on Friday.
I'm working a lot now. Lots of early mornings and now working on the weekends. It sucks heavily, but my pay has been pretty steady. Oh, by the way, I got a raise at work. Not a huge one, but I got a pay raise when I moved to Las Vegas, ans when I came back here, they kept my pay, then gave me another raise on top of that. So if you ever want a raise, transfer somewhere where the cost of living is higher than where you are, then move back!
Current Music: South Park, which I'm watching excessively